Boom boom blast

Every time I declare that I am healing or getting out of those painful feelings, the very next day I feel low and the pointer of my memory start pointing back to those moments. Phew!! again I browsed the internet for healing these feelings, and I found a better one for the first time. The ideas mentioned were quite different and not sure whether it is going to work but since I've not tried them so far, I'll do them for sure.

Well, to talk something different. Bangalore was attacked today with a total of 8 bomb blasts!!! As a built-in hobby I couldn't stop myself to find out the first one to inform about it over internet. As always I found it first on Zee news site and a while after I found it on The times of India website, my trusted news source though too much flashy and lots of ad filled agency, they don't stop impressing me. I think I have a connection with something related to photography, journalism and adventure. Well, that is another part of my mind which keeps thinking about the clue for life. Though logically it is a complete waste of time, the mind never stops thinking about these life related issues.

Singh is king.. singh is king.. sing is king.. oh! that is the new title song running in my background. I keep repeating one line from it.. Dil agar saccha ho tho rab sab kar de setting.. Well, no prizes for guessing who is searching for the setting. I have lost faith on myself that I am a good person as a matter of fact I am a person who believes in actions and one act has made me to lose that faith on myself. I like accepting whatever grave the truth is. If I am an a**hole, then yes I am, I am like that, no offenses.

The 2 years change method mentioned in the above written site quite impressed me. I had faint idea of it somewhere in my mind, as I have experienced myself all my life that everything perfectly changes after every 2 years and that makes me glad because one year is already over and another year would change everything. Lets see whether this compass finds its destination (I associate myself to a compass).

I wrote many things today that to within 24 hrs of my previous posting. I feel good writing though my database of vocabulary sucks.

Have a blast!! (The very sarcastic me!!)