Now that's a thousand time I think before changing the name of the blog so that at least someone will find my blog over search engine and leave a comment. And as usual, I again drop the idea and stay firm on my decision of not going towards fame.
Well, after a lot of struggle with my mindset and oh yeah! still keeping her memories in my heart I am coping up with myself in this lonely journey on this lonely road. It seems as if I am never going to forget her and her love. Let me see if I'll ever find that Mrs. Right in my journey and will she be able to make me forget my past.
When it comes to deciding upon when to go for higher studies, my mind stands baffled. I am not able to decide. All those financial reasons and my fears of not being successful in this new venture is hindering my final go. Let's see what will happen, as always I leave it to the time to decide, the best decision maker and few times nice screwer. Another reason could also be the new interest in computers and coding, that is new to me. Well, technology has always fascinated me, but have never understood why people sit in front of this monitor gazing endlessly and doing that kaat-pit sound of typing. Now I seem to understand, very similar to the ode that I never understood, but by itself one day it started speaking to me. Every thing is almost so similar in this nature yet so different and so diverse. Living or non-living every one has life. It is just the communication gap between we human and those non-living. Let's see one day another Basu will prove this.
Time to leave.
Love.
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